Mar 14, 2009

TIRED ! Today was okayish in the afternoon , but this night hella killed it . & no I"m not one of those fobs that listen to viet music !

Viet Pride .

Well before I wassn't really in to viet music , until this guy . He's so cute/handsome . & thanks to him , i now love viet music <3 but english primary . viet is secondary .

This guy .... I found him on myspace, which is hella stupid . and i've fallen in love with him , over the computer .... FUCKIN , IM SO STUPID -___-
and now i can't stop thinking about him . Im like obseesssed. I don't wanna be no stalker or nothing I dont . but i can't help it ....
please god help me . idk what to do . I'VE NEVER BEEN LOOKING FOR ANYONE , but he just hit me . is he really the one ? or is he just an obstacle . I want him to be the one , but how ? different school and one year older ? idk .. i don't want to be just anotha girl for him to play with and i don't even know how to meeet him . I don't wanna be this desperate . The LL guy juzz hella left me ... I should've just spoken up when i could . I regret . I hate regreting .

This guy , this guy , because of a computer guy , i'm down , and idk how to get back up . PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME MEET HIM , PLEASE I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES . LET HIM ADD ME . I REALLY really don't know ..............

I can't believe she didn't take the prize , furreals , very very very good quality .

him, him ,him please let him be the one . but anyways i was just happily thinking about him , and then tonight i found a comment that he sent someone , it jst turned me off . why, why ? will he ever love me if he knew about my mother ? i know i'm just exxagerating . we're never gonna be together . forget it .