I'm proud I survived today. I'm so emotionalless right now. Actually not, I'm tired of people right now. Fuck the world, I'm by myself. I'm listening to Live a Love Song right now , by Chuckie Ay . Easing my pain <3 . My best friend might as well not be a friend AT ALL. I know that this'll pass and life will go on. But I'm trying my best to cope with this pain , but I can't . What can I do ? I can never be COMPLETELY happy. I hope that by tomorrow , relationships will get mended, and any hard feelings will go away.
Such bad lucky today , woke up late , and hella shiit in school, and afterschool was okay . At home I got some rest and ate a nice dinner . I'm so grateful for everything I have . I love my mom for I see everything she does , but how do I show her that I appreciate her ? Hoping for tomorrow, please , I need a smile . I've been praying to God before I go to sleep for the past few weeks/ days . I realize that some people have tons of abilities while others never get to share them , or don't know how . I'm just hoping ..........